Monday, September 29, 2008
You know what? SCREW YOU.
Yes fine, I'm in the wrong for not informing you about my appointment but that does not give you the right to bring up the goddamn past about the "st pats way of life" you know what? I am FUCKING SICK of you trying to link everything to the past. Yes, those were good memories and times, Good habits that I know we all need to comply with, But this is WAY OVERBOARD. FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, CHANGE YOUR GODDAMN EYES AND FUCKING SEE THAT YOU ARE IN A WHOLE NEW ENVIRONMENT AND START TO ADAPT. IT HAS BEEN GOD-DAMNED NINE MONTHS. FOR THE FIRST FEW MONTHS IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE, CAUSE IT'S A WHOLE NEW PLACE. BUT NINE MONTHS? DON'T BE RIDICULOUS!
WIELD THE AXE IF YOU MUST, I DON'T CARE. SACK ME FOR ALL I GIVE A SHIT
I AM TELLING YOU STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE. THIS BAND IS NOTHING LIKE ST PAT'S BAND AND I'M TELLING YOU TO FACE IT. PEOPLE CHANGE AND I DO NOT SEE WHY YOU WANT TO KEEP EVERYTHING THE SAME AS THE PAST. IS IT TO KEEP IT ALL "FINE AND DANDY" WELL NEWSFLASH MISTER, I'VE CHANGED AND SO HAVE THE PEOPLE AROUND! IT'S IN OUR BASIC INSTINCT TO ADAPT AND I DO NOT SEE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ADAPTING. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, EVEN IF I AM FROM ST PAT'S, I AM A DIFFERENT INDIVIDUAL FROM YOU. I HAVE BEEN MUCH MORE THEN YOU. I DON'T SEE YOUR PARENTS GOING THROUGH RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS. I DON'T SEE YOU HAVING TO WORK. I DON'T SEE YOU STRESS ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THEN BAND AND STUDIES.
FURTHERMORE, LIKE I GIVE ANY SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING, BLOODY HELL. LIKE YOU SAID, I HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE AND I BLOODY HELL DON'T WANNA INVOLVE ME WITH YOURS, AS IF I AM NOT TROUBLED BY MY OWN ENOUGH.
JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, EVERYONE'S PERCEPTION OF RIGHT AND WRONG IS DIFFERENT AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE DIFFERENT SO STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME SOUND LIKE A FUCKING WILLFUL CHILD! I CAN FUCKING DECIDED FOR MYSELF. LIKE I KNOW HOW IT IS WISER TO TAKE CHRONOLOGICAL PRIORITY TOWARDS ASSIGNING IMPORTANCE IN APPOINTMENTS AND TO ADHERE TO APPOINTS. YES I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT TELLING YOU ABOUT THE APPOINTMENT BUT AT LEAST I HAVE THE FUCKING CHEEK TO AT LEAST INFORM AND ASK WHETHER IS IT ALRIGHT.
THIS IS THE FINAL STRAW. FROM HERE ON, I DO NOT KNOW ANY OF THE ST PAT'S PEOPLE THAT ARE ATTENDING SAJC NOR DO I EVER WANT TO KNOW ANY MORE THAT WOULD COME ALONG TO SAJC.
posted by Jackson @
9/29/2008 11:18:00 PM
