Grief and Sorrow
Friday, March 27, 2009

haix..... today was Service learning day haha, and my class was doing a bake sale lol

well before that, i think this week is like stay-over week for me haha, cause i seemed to have stayed over at 2 classmate's houses lol, one at geylang and the other at simei, lol

and it seems that i am finally having some improvement for my studies! got a D for chem (last year got E), though my Maths still S, -,-..............
GP, Physics, all dunno hahahhaha, oh wells, after SYF it's chionging season for me sstress stress.......

and todays bake sale was ok i think, though we didn't manage to clear those who ordered beforehand( maybe they forgot haha), but hey the process of baking was fun haha, and i finally learnt how to make choc mousse, so watch out for my next sinful choc cake haha XD

posted by Jackson @ 3/27/2009 07:00:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

haix...... my maid going back to indonesia for 2 weeks, sianzation so now i'm like the temporary maid, literally, haix, but nvm haha, she really need a break from the hectic life my family lives lol...
So yea, recently my life is really really a huge roller cooaster it seems, having many fun fun times, and yet also many many many many depressing times. It's times like this that i really dearly miss those times of my childhood when i really am carefree, like the first time i went to a friends housewithout my mum knowing and ending up grounded in a way cause she found out anyways,
(-.-'|l ).
Or the time when i lost the house keys after having breakfast at the nearby market, and ended up severely punished for it, cause everyone cept my dad got locked into the house.
(-.-'|l ).
Ok, maybe my childhood wasn't that happy. but then, i can still remember how many a times me and my elder bro would knock on our neighbours' door just for a chance to play with their children, and the first time i play DDR there, that time i found out i supposedly have 9 guardian angels around me, but soon i moved to where i stay now, fitting on to a new school, meeting more people. Then more trouble haha, i can still remember the punch i gave one of my classmates, because i was being pushed from the back but i didn't who and i just *whack* haha. All the scandals we had then too, then our 3 teachers day celeration, of which one had a dance we cheoreographed ourselves, the party we organised for the next year and the BIG pillow that had our stitches on for our P6 FT.

Next came Secondary school haha, Went to St. Pats. At first, not very happy nor excited about it. Made my first friend there cause he's like me, has no one else from his school and i thought he was chinese, turn out to be a malay (HI HIDHIR haha), joined the Band, made more friends that really stood with me, against me, for me for my next fews years (and hopefully for many more to come haha) then sec 2 with bad maths score cause of subject project work, promote to sec 3, last express class, but then soon, ended up topping the class and left St. Pats witha Raw L1R5 of 14 points.

Move on SAJC and tadah, where i am now haha.
Maybe this post may seem random but how i see it, is that i need a refresh of memories as to what made who i am today and who has been those who influenced me too become like that.
So i thank you for those who have been, is still, and will continue to be part of my life .
Cheerio (^.^)

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posted by Jackson @ 3/16/2009 11:22:00 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

study, sick, study, exams, sick..... what a continuous cycle for this year, sianzation i swear.

Well, right nows i'm suffering from the torture of Block Test 1 haha, must jiayou me! tomorrow is a siao paper day, with both Chem and Maths, sigh.........

Many songs are popping through my head, and i realize about 2/3 of them are emotional songs.....

sian, better go back to try and save as much of my ass as possible!

posted by Jackson @ 3/11/2009 11:11:00 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

ok i'm depressed, ever since billy kinda injured my leg during pe, i'm feeling goddamned miserable.... and i finally really understand the feeling of inconvienice that the slightly crippled would always feel, how irritating it is when you cannot bend your knee properly, even to do simple things like bath, wear clothes or just sitting down, fuck man, i swear. cause of this injury, i had to miss out on the SAB concert last night(meaning the 28th of feb). But no worries billy, i forgive you cause you didn' do it on purpose.

Studies are coming along ok-ly i guess, getting the hang of the topics now, though abit the late haha, turns out, msa was really badly done, time to buck up! 10 days left to Block Test 1!


And with more stuff building up, I have decided to give up, since you're happy with you are with, i shouldn't interfere, so i'll be at the sideline, silently but surely there to support your every action. i know many people would say that i'm only acting noble and deep inside i resent the fella who managed to win you over, but truth be told, since you're happy, who am i to stop it, so just go on, and have a blessed relationship.

posted by Jackson @ 3/01/2009 12:15:00 AM