Tuesday, April 29, 2008
yay staying back this year!!! wootzz~~~~~
like wth lorh.......everything is freaking retarded haha......
failing everything haha......... Physics......chemistry......maths.....
Dunno bout Geography yet......AHHHHHHHH fail everything!!!1
tmd maybe next year de combi i drop physics to H1 haha........can;t be bothered about physics anymore!....but i still wan geog!...it's so freaking easy haha.......
[tt.tt]........The __________in this world.......
Sianzation.......
posted by Jackson @
4/29/2008 04:49:00 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i'm tired....
i can't take anymore...
Please stop doing what you people are doing...
I've already broke down....
Hope you're happy.....
I'm sorry to those who truly wants to make friends with me but I'm tired of what has transpired over the past few years of my life.....I'm so sorry miss ho.....that right after i promised you i can move on....it has happened again....i don't think i can take anymore pain......
I'm really sorry
My heart has bled for the last time......I really cannot take it anymore......
I'm sorry......
posted by Jackson @
4/23/2008 08:09:00 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Hello!! lol....i;m back from a little gaming spree lol.....anyways today was a lovely day....... nice little thunderstorm in the morning before i went to school.....isn't that lovely?...
...ok enough with the sarcasm.....morning was horrible, stupid rain....and i wanted to improve my 2.4km timing[ and because of the rain, i had to drag along a rather big umbrella....]...zZz.....thank god for whatever that came along next....Chem was as usual, the stupid lecturer going," okay you want to talk....go on......waste some energy ewolwing [yes that was how she pronounced "evolving"..LoL] heat from your mouths...".......which led to more talking....then had GP......followed by physics SPA......Oh my tian....gonna totally flunk it haha.........After that had maths tutorial.....then went over to SaS for Lunch break with some classmates, Followed by a little small discussion about the Carnival project my class is embarking on.....Then my lovely day at school ended with a chem lect. Test..... of which i swear, i cannot do calculations of pressure, Partial pressure LoL......Sianzation......thank god for the qns that came after.....saved my skin...i hope haha.......
Next i went off to Kovan for a haircut with Sky....he intro'ed me to this hairstylist and i love the cut he gave me haha......[^-^ ]....then i ended up home...typing this post out lol.....tomorrow's sports day at Sajc.......gonna be studying A-maths' stuff during that time lol.......damn maths is killing me!.......And i'm so excited about my Geog Lecture test results haha....
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posted by Jackson @
4/22/2008 09:23:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
ok....past few days...no wait....months......have been hectic for my life....too many ups and downs.......so i implore you people...stop screwing with my life....i hate it when you all think it's freaking funny to start toying with my feelings....to some of you out there.......mind your freaking boundaries......can't control yourself then go get handcuffs or chains or something to hold you down....better yet go get a G/B-friend so you are distracted away and would fail in life
On the other hand, practices are going....er..........nth much to add......the play is coming along nicely i think......Sat's "my first concert" in a way.......gonna be playing with the lights i guess....hopefully everything goes smoothly.....hate it when there are screw-ups...
O whatever.......I'm gonna freaking ignore people who thinks that the world would ignore and forgive their mistakes at a go...want my trust back? Go think where you went wrong...correct on it.......take a few more months then start thinking about talking to me again......
posted by Jackson @
4/17/2008 10:23:00 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
LoL...have no choice...even though i just changed my freaking skin...now must change again....i kinda like the previous one though..T.T......anyway after being through like so many many weeks of education in SAJC, i'm failing tests after tests after test!.....grr.......how to survive man haha.......anyone can help me? LoL
~Everyone Needs A Kind Angel.....So Do I....Do you Not Realize?~
posted by Jackson @
4/16/2008 12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
my apologies for the long hiatus on this blog.... but after reading someone's blog, i realize how much i myself have changed as well......new friendships, broken bonds, new acquaintances made, new teachers, new school life on a whole.....i really couldn't see the difference before but i wanna know, am i as irritating as ever? Did i actually really change? i think back, many things have happened though i didn't record them down, so of which includes a cozy time spent at a new friends house recently, going on a full day of activity organized by tau etc etc.
Did those things change me? I know i have been acting different now, like for example taking a drastic measure to make people actually stop and take notice of how much pain i feel when they do/say something that caused me to either be embarrassed, enraged, or something. But did i make a right choice doing so? It seemed to me that i have this gripping feeling every time i walked past these people i take taken to ignore. It also appears that i have became more, how to say,careless to put simply.
Why? you can ask?
I realize I've hurting people myself, be it emotionally, physically, or both. i feel that i am a hypocrite, I'm starting to detest myself, like i used to.....I'm filled with strange and weird feelings, I have no idea where i get them or why i feel them.....all i know is that i am very confused.....can anyone help me clear this up?.......
[TT.TT]
posted by Jackson @
4/09/2008 12:37:00 PM
