Friday, March 23, 2007
its has been a while....
......my life has hit the worse so far....
....many many things had happened......some i am sorry but i cannot reveal........though there are others i can but really dont feel like saying...
.......well.....during the time i didnt update......several things happened....
........had a haircut that made me look ridiculous....(FLAT TOP!!!!)
.......had a KL trip during the march hols.....many thing happened there......came back.......didnt wanna practise for like 3 days....cuz i had a full 2weeks of band with onli 2 days of rest......TOO much for my embrochure....my reeds.......i give up........need new reeds.......today....had a combined sections....but was mainly clarinets sectionals with addition of 1 saxophone...2 flutes......most of my direct seniors came down........had a chat with sir kumfai (Jeremy)....found out that not onli am I giving myself problems......but my reeds also.......hai.......so much for Good Reeds......scrape was wrong......reeds not align at binding.....too long a tip.....i am so troubled.....well....i dun think i am the onli one whose troubled....many ppl broke down recently....personal......or even over friendships.......where has our unity gone to?.......is it because of us...or because of me.....am i a black sheep of this group(band) of brothers....shall i eliminate myself......let all of u live in peace and happiness?....will this please all of u.....i am getting too tired......i really cant be bother with all of u anymore.....i juz wish.......nvm who cares wad i wish for........
posted by Jackson @
3/23/2007 07:24:00 PM
